Yeah!! Its the new year!!

I don't know how I feel about this new year that is coming. But I sure am glad to have this one end. It has been a tough year and also interesting. I moved from my first room in San Francisco, I started going back to college this year after taking six months off(which were needed and I cant wait for more of that time to come), I transformed so much this year(I started 2010 out, as a blonde), I reunited with my best friend after not seeing her for a year, and we lived in a studio together; which is how I will be starting this new year also. Im really sad, Im not spending new years with Madison. :(, But i also understand it. O i cant forget, I lots my job this year. Im in complete shock about that one. Hey you know what, maybe I deserved it. I cant  really decide what all that meant either but hey Im starting to get my eggs all lined up, but I still dont think they are all the eggs I want. I have no plans and no one has really told me there and ask if i should come. Honestly the biggest part of me wants to sleep, I hate when we go through the winter solstice. Im always so tired. And I couldn't find any of that energy stuff atlethes take. Im starting a cleanse tomorrow aaa..

Its Time

So last night was an interesting experience...But i found out a lot of things, about people and myself. My friend Glen Lee, said something to me. I dont remember exactly so I cant quote him, but it had to do with focusing on myself and being patient and what I want will come when its meant too. Ive heard this before and I understood it but last night it sank in or something, because it touched me and meant more than it had before.
When I say its time, its time to find out what I want out of life and to do things that are positive for myself not negative. To stop living the life that others think I should be living or what society makes us think how we should live our lives. There are a lot of things we all do that is against the law or thought of as wrong or against the norm. For smoking trees for example, its against the law to some degree and many people judge those who do it hardcore. Well, you shouldn't jump the gun when you judge, because its one of my past time and something that helps me relax. In society today, we are not formal taught how to relax, so we all find our weird and unique way to relieve stress. Unfortunately, some don't do it as health as others, but suck it, its their life.
On another side note, classical music rocks. Bach, is my man. Ive been enjoying him a lot. I promise during break my two cent will be post more often. Time to shower and go on an adventure with one of my favs.