It comes from many things. Sometimes a mix of stimulus over a period of time or experiences in general. You know even a book can inspire, and cant forget music. Shoot even dreams bring about inspiration. It so cool how the mind can play with information. Strauss thanks for the lessons!!
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
You'll know when...
He might not be that into you, but he might be. He he. Man what a big circle life is. To make the story short, life gives you hints along the way. You'll know when he is into you, if he makes time for you on his Friday or Saturday nights, no matter how. Even if the two of you are just studying, on one of the others bed, cuddling, raging at a good party(meaning techno party), or even coming together at 3 am when it snows outside of the blue stair house. Cant forget all the art events we would attend, and nonprofit causes we'd help support with our time or money. All the social events we would be the star couple at. Do you know what Im getting at?
Friday, February 25, 2011
The Questions...
Most things will be okay, eventually, but not everything will be. Sometimes you’ll put up a good fight and lose. Sometimes you’ll hold on really hard and realize there is no choice but to let go. Acceptance is a small quiet room.
"When you meet a man in the doorway of a Mexican restaurant who later kisses you while explaining that this kiss doesn’t “mean anything” because, much as he likes you, he is not interested in having a relationship with you or anyone right now, just laugh and kiss him back. Your daughter will have his sense of humor. Your son will have his eyes."This are quotes from this http://therumpus.net/2011/02/dear-sugar-the-rumpus-advice-column-64/
The mind is the devil's playground and the heart is the cloud that catches the dreamer. The mind can play tricks on you, but its so fun to play in the mind; yet, it can be dangerous So dangerous it can suck your own energy and make you question you. Your reality begins to control you and you lose yourself.
The questions come in ripples. I questioned myself, family, love, attraction and motives, because of the addiction. This ideal world didn't exist but I was trapped and obsessed with the need to be wanted.
The questions turned into uncertainty and little demons began to rob me of my sparkle. The work is what helped me see the light. Once I began to reach and try, I could climb out of the hole. My arms are tired and I need some help. I'm waiting for that hand to take the risk and a search in the darkness for the arm that is stretching upwards. The reassurance is all one needs to find the motivation to shine and step into the light. The sky is clear, the sun is beaming and the air is crisp, come on out baby, the energy await you with open arms.
"When you meet a man in the doorway of a Mexican restaurant who later kisses you while explaining that this kiss doesn’t “mean anything” because, much as he likes you, he is not interested in having a relationship with you or anyone right now, just laugh and kiss him back. Your daughter will have his sense of humor. Your son will have his eyes."This are quotes from this http://therumpus.net/2011/02/dear-sugar-the-rumpus-advice-column-64/
The mind is the devil's playground and the heart is the cloud that catches the dreamer. The mind can play tricks on you, but its so fun to play in the mind; yet, it can be dangerous So dangerous it can suck your own energy and make you question you. Your reality begins to control you and you lose yourself.
The questions come in ripples. I questioned myself, family, love, attraction and motives, because of the addiction. This ideal world didn't exist but I was trapped and obsessed with the need to be wanted.
The questions turned into uncertainty and little demons began to rob me of my sparkle. The work is what helped me see the light. Once I began to reach and try, I could climb out of the hole. My arms are tired and I need some help. I'm waiting for that hand to take the risk and a search in the darkness for the arm that is stretching upwards. The reassurance is all one needs to find the motivation to shine and step into the light. The sky is clear, the sun is beaming and the air is crisp, come on out baby, the energy await you with open arms.
I think Im addicted to facebook someone help me
I dont know what it is about facebook, but im trapped. I want to not be, because I feel it kills my social skills.
Brain Balance
This should of been title, "Just grab his butt."
Today has lead up to a large amount of interesting conversation, having to do with mostly boys. That is the story of my life. I was told today by some male coworkers, "If you want to know if a guy likes you, touch his butt." I have never heard such crazy talk in my life, but hey what do I know, right?
Later in the day, I was asked what I wanted. What do I want? Does anyone know? I think when it hits you, that is when you know.
Until I know the answers to my questions, one must ride the wave called life. Bring it on!
Today has lead up to a large amount of interesting conversation, having to do with mostly boys. That is the story of my life. I was told today by some male coworkers, "If you want to know if a guy likes you, touch his butt." I have never heard such crazy talk in my life, but hey what do I know, right?
Later in the day, I was asked what I wanted. What do I want? Does anyone know? I think when it hits you, that is when you know.
Until I know the answers to my questions, one must ride the wave called life. Bring it on!
Friday, February 18, 2011
Intimidation
What a strange behavior we are capable of. Many things can intimidate a person, but the worse has to be when its others or competition. Currently, my mind is letting this fear of harm or loss cause others and things to become intimidating.
Perfection is never enough. The mind plays tricks whenever you over think actions. School can make one timid when they are working to catch up. Do A's = intelligence? Are beauty and wildness enough? Emotions are a scary thing. O how the mind can go foggy and get distracted so fast.
Simply put, am I enough? If I feel Im not, where does that put me?
Perfection is never enough. The mind plays tricks whenever you over think actions. School can make one timid when they are working to catch up. Do A's = intelligence? Are beauty and wildness enough? Emotions are a scary thing. O how the mind can go foggy and get distracted so fast.
Simply put, am I enough? If I feel Im not, where does that put me?
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
What a weekend...
I think I have grown more in this weekend as a person, creature, friend, and many other ways.
I guess I should just go ahead and just start from the beginning of this journey. This weekend brought about such change and I'd like to start from the beginning because of it. I have had a rough two years. My whole world shatter when I read a letter. With this letter came a mass amount of change. It cause a repel effect with in myself, the ego, personality, consciousness, mind, whatever it is you want to call it, that letter caused a huge shift of energy. I guess its true what they say, things happen for a reason.
After reading this letter, the walls which held me in so tightly began to fall. At this time, I was starting my first year in college, I believe, but this is not a time line, this is a story. So, my perfect home wasn't so perfect anymore, and along with that, my first relationship was crumbling away. As a teenager girl, love is all you fantasy about, and I made that person my world, and in my time of need they were running from me. So as all good young adults do, I rebelled.
While rebelling, something I would have never expected happened, my mind fell. It fell for something it had never experienced before. It was a feeling, one could not get enough of. It was like a drug. My mind acted like it was one too. When you have a weak mind, you know, you remember, mine fell, right? Well, it is very hard for a weak mind to fight off a thing, like a drug. Drugs make you feel good during that high. The weak minded people often forget that you do not really need them. However, when even your eyes are fooled its hard to believe the truth. The withdraw can make one crazy. Not even just crazy, yet question.
I guess I should just go ahead and just start from the beginning of this journey. This weekend brought about such change and I'd like to start from the beginning because of it. I have had a rough two years. My whole world shatter when I read a letter. With this letter came a mass amount of change. It cause a repel effect with in myself, the ego, personality, consciousness, mind, whatever it is you want to call it, that letter caused a huge shift of energy. I guess its true what they say, things happen for a reason.
After reading this letter, the walls which held me in so tightly began to fall. At this time, I was starting my first year in college, I believe, but this is not a time line, this is a story. So, my perfect home wasn't so perfect anymore, and along with that, my first relationship was crumbling away. As a teenager girl, love is all you fantasy about, and I made that person my world, and in my time of need they were running from me. So as all good young adults do, I rebelled.
While rebelling, something I would have never expected happened, my mind fell. It fell for something it had never experienced before. It was a feeling, one could not get enough of. It was like a drug. My mind acted like it was one too. When you have a weak mind, you know, you remember, mine fell, right? Well, it is very hard for a weak mind to fight off a thing, like a drug. Drugs make you feel good during that high. The weak minded people often forget that you do not really need them. However, when even your eyes are fooled its hard to believe the truth. The withdraw can make one crazy. Not even just crazy, yet question.
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