Yeah!! Its the new year!!

I don't know how I feel about this new year that is coming. But I sure am glad to have this one end. It has been a tough year and also interesting. I moved from my first room in San Francisco, I started going back to college this year after taking six months off(which were needed and I cant wait for more of that time to come), I transformed so much this year(I started 2010 out, as a blonde), I reunited with my best friend after not seeing her for a year, and we lived in a studio together; which is how I will be starting this new year also. Im really sad, Im not spending new years with Madison. :(, But i also understand it. O i cant forget, I lots my job this year. Im in complete shock about that one. Hey you know what, maybe I deserved it. I cant  really decide what all that meant either but hey Im starting to get my eggs all lined up, but I still dont think they are all the eggs I want. I have no plans and no one has really told me there and ask if i should come. Honestly the biggest part of me wants to sleep, I hate when we go through the winter solstice. Im always so tired. And I couldn't find any of that energy stuff atlethes take. Im starting a cleanse tomorrow aaa..

Its Time

So last night was an interesting experience...But i found out a lot of things, about people and myself. My friend Glen Lee, said something to me. I dont remember exactly so I cant quote him, but it had to do with focusing on myself and being patient and what I want will come when its meant too. Ive heard this before and I understood it but last night it sank in or something, because it touched me and meant more than it had before.
When I say its time, its time to find out what I want out of life and to do things that are positive for myself not negative. To stop living the life that others think I should be living or what society makes us think how we should live our lives. There are a lot of things we all do that is against the law or thought of as wrong or against the norm. For smoking trees for example, its against the law to some degree and many people judge those who do it hardcore. Well, you shouldn't jump the gun when you judge, because its one of my past time and something that helps me relax. In society today, we are not formal taught how to relax, so we all find our weird and unique way to relieve stress. Unfortunately, some don't do it as health as others, but suck it, its their life.
On another side note, classical music rocks. Bach, is my man. Ive been enjoying him a lot. I promise during break my two cent will be post more often. Time to shower and go on an adventure with one of my favs.

Exhaustion...

Can that be the death of you?/ well you do need to regenerate.
Two jobs, school, and relations/Aww, making time will be like pulling teeth.
Man all my eyes want to do is see the back of my eye lids.
Watch the colors bounce around in the dark./the music melody playing in the back ground.
What is this?
I dont know why dont you tell me.../How am I suppose to know.
Work at 7 am, YUCK./Yuck, is so right.
That is torture to a night owl.
Am i changing? When all i want to do is sleep?
Dude, who know who cares.
The lights always go out in the end.

Ive come to my conclusion

Well, its not the end to my journey that is for sure. I feel like I start a new one everyday. But I need more self control in my desires alone with my boredom.../p.s. i deactivate my account and just realized I have friends who I do talk to on there, so i am going to reactivate and have self control/ By the way I need a secodn job again...urghh!! O well I think I need to explore more anyways/ So we will just have to start looking. So.

Tonight shoudl be fun a lto of running around in my head. I need to sort through it cause ive been to afraid to sleep cause im living in fear and not living my dreams the ones I see in my sleep. Dude, Im an energy vampire, that is so creepy, check this out, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XqYWslvqnKU. im an energy vampire to the T. oMG, THIS IS CREEPY. now how do i use it? this might be a combo of to much weed and not enough sleep. Wait a minute, wait a minute, we got a lot of sleep this last few nights and weeks. Accents, fuck im cold. Wow, when things get to emotional. Lol i so run, when I get that intense feeling so I can never have what i want when i continue to run from it. this is creepy.

to me drinking is just very sexual, but smoking is so much more... Lol i said this to soem dude...haha haha so me funny funny.

Right round three please. English makes no sense to me, how they spell its gross. many I dont think I CAN REALLY FEEL ENERGY, DO I? what the fuck. finish round two. it hurts. Its moving again. Aaa, I dont understand why because no one is like omg////you make me so mad. ok music, thank you.

yea but all those emotions, I dont think I could handle that. Omg im making excuses not cool. you should know im writing a book.

Im actually talking to someone this is disgusting. Lol, What wrong with you? Your beautiful dumb, shit. lol sorry the dumb one was no fun/

I use the bitch on the ones I know I dont want/can have? whats wrong with you? Your crazy, O and just cause a guy is from some where else that makes him cooler? What the fuck? Or is it really soemthing? You so dumb and like a child sometime byt the way,

Do I want people in my mind? O well you already started it cant go back now damn it.

Four Barrels...

Spirit=beauty.
drunk naked wasted
art school? music? beer? yes!!!!
Im that what she said machine.
In sections you might be able too?  check.

Omg I NEED TO CREAT A SIX DEGREES WEBSITE

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This is such a good movie by the way. You should of ask me if I wanted to watch it with you some time. Man this waiting shit sucks. Its almost making me annoyed. Can I blog? Am I a blogger? AAAA, Omg I could do music stuff. Like talk about music. I am starting to love music. I never did before. I need drinks. I can eat more If I do I write it no matter what because i NEED TO KNOW WHAT IT IS. sO. tO IT going to be crazy. Im so scared to go to school AND ALl cause it means im finsihing something no matter what this time. I have too. Omg, Im so scared to llive. im so said. i want to change everyone ones mind about me. guys hurt me all the time cause i take it personal, but i think sometimes i need too lol. i want cherries. ok im getting them

College/Teacher...

I want to change the system./wow(black)
wow(Like today? D.)
Miscommunication/I was talking to Dru, what an asshole)
Beats/
A the other me. this one sucks.
I had that one.
I bigger issues. that i'm putting there/
you hAVE BALLS/i LOVE YOU.
gross...

Bike collision

Lol, so all last night i was so weird about going to school today. Ive actually been all nervous liek the whole month of May. Lol cause im a dork!! Well I got to this day well, I had nothign to worry about, because I    didnt even get there. Did I choose this? Omg I hope not I so hope not, cause that is such a shitty thing to think up. fuck how am I going to hoop? Why are we always challenege with things.I wanted to say well you know fuck,  huh? What dru? man I cant believe I got into a bike accident. IM boy crazy, its gross. Man in so screwed.

Pennies

I think pennies don't have very much value to people in San Francisco, because I always find pennies and they are always facing heads up. i don't get it. I think the ones i SEE THAT ARE head up I am going to start taking then and saving them, but the ones that are, I am going to turn over, and let someone else pick it up. I wonder by the end of this year how many pennies I could have. I know one cent is nothing but if I found two a day that is like 7 buck from just picking up pennies. Lol. I know random, but if you open up a saving don't touch and just put pennies in there than you until you retire you could have maybe a nice amount. There I go being a dreamer lol. O well, maybe one day they will all come true.

That bring me too the episode of Glee I watched last night it was about your dreams. Man I think I just need to finish what i have and not get more, get into tea. That could be really fun. I don't know but about tea, just the fact that i like it.

I want to grow something. I want to watch it sprout and come up from the soil it sits in. I want to watch it, like in a move. Like the chick hatching from its egg. I don't think kids are for me they need a lot of mental attention plants just need care. Wait, AFTER HAZEL IS THAT SOMETHING  I can do? I have no idea.  Shit we have 3 hours lets finish this book. and maybe make some art, we have all the time in the world my love.  This is all from some damn penny, I saw head up and pick up off the ground on my way home. Sometimes i feel weird picking them up but really I like collecting pennies who heads are turn up. One day, I was riding, come on now, riding a bike and you notice a penny. I saw four pennies, all with there heads up. Isn't that mad? I think so, Like why don't people just pick them up. Then I thought of myself, cause you feel lame and stupid, but shit it could be the smart thing to do.

All Ive had is coffee too. Lol and food, I think its time to finish this. I think so. So we can start this. I think Im ready, well Im not sure, but I think so.

Its been done, well fuck it who cares. I dont., well I kind of do, but im scared. Seriously, of what I can figure it out.  I am done with the fear. I DONT WANT IT ANYMORE.

Omg I have so many quotes I love it. I dont know where and How I should write about them. I think I should get a few more blogs going to organize it all. But
Page 60, The Beats a graphic history by Harvey Pekar and Ed Piskor, "The dalai lama gave the same answer everyone else did: Drug states are real psychic states but arent ultimately useful to you because you didnt get them on your own will and effort." I think that is beautiful, plus it means there are more ways to achieve that state of mind, you just have to seek it. And it could be more useful, because you've put in the effort to find it. I think that is beautiful. So are the rest of  them lazy or just scared? I guess that is the true question.

page 70, "angel-headed hipsters burning for the ancient  heavenly connection." I love this too. I think its there we just need to make it happen. How do I clue the rest of you in on this? I guess I should start doing myself first right? Lol yea, duh, i just dont want to work for it, but why not. Its not that im lazy? Or am? I like to think not. Fear is the biggest factor, how do i let go of the fear? I just want to learn everything right now. I wish i read faster damn it.

Page 81, "My general theory has been that the word is literally a virus and that it has not been recognized as such because it has achieved a state of relatively stable symbiosis with its human host."
I found that interesting and I dont know why. Maybe cause my issues with communicating, but  for some weird reason that stuck. I would love to know exactly what was meant by this."

The four agreements, Im reading this too. Amazon, lets find it used.  This too " and the hippos were boile din their tanks, which was rejeced by publishers. We have till 2 oclock to finish this book for us to go buy a new one. so lets get to reading. its 1:03 now.

rEALLY William Burroughs is the guy I like, well want to read his stuff, but the rest just helpped him? So confuse i THINK i DOTN KNOW HOW TO READ A COMIC.

pAGE 90. "Scientology was useful to me until it became a religion and I have no use for religion. It's just another one of those control addict trips, and we could all do without those." O my, i really like this one. I think its so true.
Page 91,  "yoU'LL BE surprised to relaize how much control the government has over your life." wow another good line giving to William Burroughs. I like it.  read this book by him, "Cities of the red night."

Kenneth Rexroth, williams carlos willaim, ezra pound. "For the death of 200 whales." Robert Duncan. Theodore roethke, dyaln thomas, and yeats. Phillip Whalen. Robinson Jeffers. Charles Olson. Robert Creely

Page 121, " I write to realize the world as one has testament. I write to move in words, a human delight. I write when no other act is possible." I love this.  I need to go to city lighT books next week so back. MAN i WISH i WASNT COMING HOME i could play in the city this week. MARK TWAIN, the morning call. Henry gEORGE, THE PROPHET OF SAN FRANCISCO. hERLAND, BY CHAROLETTE GILMAN. tHE OCTPUS BY fRANk Norris.

The come down.

So i realized that all  i want to do and be I can do it. I can even do all my writing adn creativity no uplifted but I will just have to push myself to actually do it. I can, Im sad I sent my resume to a hostel cause I wan tot be a front desk person there and They never called and I sent it on tuesday. :(. I really wanted to that job, i need a second one because i dont think im getting enough hours this week. Im scared it will stay like this al summer. Plus when i have less time to sit around I actually make use of my time. Shit I wanted to go to to yoga today and didnt go. I think I can go at 12:30, I hope so, but im nervous I dont know why. i think Id rather starts over after this weekend. I think that way I will feel pretty. I am going to go on my roof soon. I miss my friends. I know ive been more social and stuff lately, but I want to be really social, where every other night so one is asking me to do something.  Im going to be playing around with my writing style. Dude, Im buying a hoop. Im so excited. I need to stop spending money that is what i need to do. or get a second job, I think I rather have a second job. i just want to have so much fun.  I dont even know where to look anymore tho. Im also being scared and of what i have no idea. Man I feel tired. I should of got a coffee to go. I want lemons for later.

lemon water

Qoutes form the article, "The benefits of lemon water":

Lemon and water both have clarifying actions in your body. Both lemon and water help flush outtoxins in your system. Although lemons are acidic, they are alkalizing in your body.  Mine: Meanign the dont create a charge in the body. I want my diet to consist of coffee, bananas, coconut water,  and lemon juice for a week to cleanse, but we need to start off slowly. so no meat anymore, we are going back to begin a vegan we liked it better tomorrow return our very late movies. Deposit checks, pay rent, and  I read slow and havent been able to finish this book or any book. ok lets go.

Damn it.

You people are so noisy. Seriously how am I ever going to be what Im suppose to be if I cant just make mistakes and live. Im not stupid. O my god, Kate nash is amazing I want her CD./shit and everthing is changing/ But i could get famous and be important this way/I just want to be important. I think I could and can be, but I have to be able to follow my heart no matter what kind of mistakes i am going to make. Its my choice and I know, I know, its just cause you care. You really dont think I dont care? I think I care the Most.

I felt you in my legs before i meet you, I feel you in my hear. Tegan and Sara, Nineteen. Now I have to say buy. Ok, so JackKerouac. He was also influenced by Walt whitman, william carlos, and T.S. elliot. Im straving.

what a day

I sleep in until like 2 in the afternoon it was amazing. A coworker let me borrow a book im so excited about reading. And I lived today, I ask a boy out... :)/yes I did, I know, I cant believe it either. We will see how it goes. I hope he says yes, I think he already kind of did lol. Well, Im not going to be afraid anymore. OMG I FINALLY LIVED....yes, maybe now I can actually sleep. Shit im going to be come dangerous, well we are not going to let this get to us. I know what and who i want to be so bring it.

Omg so i jsut applied for a position at the hostel rigth by my house, o i hope i get it. That would be amazing, I would love it. Everything has it ups and down you take it for what its worth, and thigns change. Well shit if i get it, i can sell pot to the foreigners omg hella good idea. i WOULD make so much money, especially if i grew it myself, so i have a good job when i can be taxes than buy everything else with my plant money... yeah, smart. So two jobs always, yea us, maybe i can serve soon that would be great. shit i want school to be down with gosh, i jsut wan to travel and write my book and stuff lets bring it. i want school to be done with..urgh

Omg we are taking notes on here now, It saves the environment and shit. ok im reading, lol the fourth book now, well Im reading THE BEATS a graphic history by harvey pekar and ed piskor.

This IS THe jack kerouac: He loved Thomas Wolfe. charlie parker pandora it. yes, lets go. and dizzy gillespie and thelonious monk.

iM HUNGRY I HAVE TO EAT. IS LATE DAMN IT, I WANT MORE FUN.

now i know why people like to act, you get to let out other parts of you, its fun. fuck the bad is hide. screw you bad you suck ass. well anyways, im getting it. the things we like about other we just suck up. ok so let got, c, her travel, tl, his music o my god and everything, travel, music, r=s, j lol o him, his naturalism, climbing. its the thing they all have incommon? what? man, crazy me. tomorrow if i get a call from them i am checking it and calling them back.

Fuck its cold and i got the snake coming again. he is such a son of a bitch. Ii dont know what it is but its driving me crazy, its crazy it hurts and makes me dumb? huh? wow, now im cold. what if tonight is the night the candle is almost out, im tired tho i dont think i can stay up that late, or tomorrow will suck butt. im cold i need to get into bed, plus its late. man im a grandma. damn it. honey, honey? what thats a song.

watching a thing about tea and really getting into and it reminds me of my interest in weed, weed tea omg there herbs well it is pretty interesting. I am good with tea and herbs. this light of flame is going crazy adn there is no wind in my room. it freaks out when im on my stuff. Liek when i got it right. shit smoke more. this is to intense. i get it, omg daniel is amazing. read fuck. listen to music. i want pizza so bad.

Last night..

Was a really hard one...I didnt even ask people if I can write about them but they girls I was with let me know, I should just change the names. I need to get myself time. I was discourage. I need to get it a new try. DANCE, singing, photos, rock climb, yoga,, being able to draw really well. What do I like about myself and than what in the future to like myself more. I had a hard one with this tonight, with all the boys I encounter.

So I want to thank all you of you last night...You pushed me in aways im not sure i could push myself. i still do need help, but I think there isnt must pushing anyone can do.

It begins with today...

WE are actually cleaning/yeah thank god/what we do is called an orginal sin/ There are two of me/ One likes things cleaned up and nice/well the other lets just say doesn't/ i WANT TO WATCH A MOVIE, NO, THE MOVIE AGAIN./ sHIT WE HAVE TO GET CLOTHES AND PRINT TICKET THO DUDE DONt FORGET/When you get high you piss me off, cause you forget things/ So if you stop forgetting things than I would like you, than there is the creative one, umm are these in the same? yes sometimes, but sometimes not.../lol ya right./ There you go with that uncomfortable dumb stupid again, your fucking smart, SO BE IT DAMN IT.

So did I kind of for a boy/Omg lame/Kate Nash, is fantastic/I THINK SHE A BITCH!!!, This is why I love this music, o that why we cant listen to it lol/I need a new filler move, lol/ Im an animal just like the rest of them/ Well that sucks./ You probably like everything because its attractive/ wow how shallow, lets upgrade my gray matter cause one day it may matter/im an idiot/ I dont care anymore, this is who I am./ I feel like an Amanda bynes Movie, its disgusting./Fuck is my drug, and im not his drug/i like to sing, or i want too/ and dance, i want to be like a little ballerina /I have a little dyslexia/ you dont want to pretty boy cause your scared he will break your heart again so you just fantasy about it? lol your too much girlie/Do i even like rap? i think I like the lyrics sometimes, but its boring, the same beats lame/We paid 136. something for that ticket we are not missing it you jerk/ Im sick of you, yes sick/finally we are fighting thank god/I wanted out of that relationship way before all of that shit/I knew when the summer of J/ loL This is going to be so funny, if you people actually read this/ Im addicted to something the drama of it all omg, he just not that into you, he is adorable/

Beyonce even experienced with her inner-self./my ego is my imaginary fan? lol He goes where ever I go/My dad said he even think i have a little dyslexia, I wonder how I find out if I do, it would be interesting to do stuff with/I cant study the dyslexia of the mind, wow, so he says no matter what i decide to do i will do it well?/ I dont feel like it right now. Dyslexia is a disability? Omg I wonder how weed would effect that mind? I wonder how the high effect the imagination/

This is taken from wikipedia;The World Federation of Neurology defined dyslexia as "a disorder manifested by difficulty in learning to read despite conventional instruction, adequate intelligence and sociocultural opportunity." ^[14]

we now that kind of sounds like me, its like when im thinking to fast i totally split up, lol im a dork.

B brought up a good point. What kind of girl are you?/Im going to make them work for me. Fuck the rest your u assholes. You can kiss mine/blam/lol/ By the way, Im fucking awkward/ Ok so yeah!!/ O and dont you worry, ill have my pot dot bikini./ You got to eat. Shower fuck...now/

I did all i said I do, but sleep is a must so lets go. I just formed a crush on an actor who i actually can see and talk too. Maybe im crazy which I knwo I am. I am rewatching that one movie I loved. Omg he is so cute, i hate it. why cant i have all of them..

Joseph Gordon-Levitt he is the cutest thing ever.

So...

Im not sure if i can or should be blogging about people. cause it gets into emotions./im love sick lol/I love it/got stuck at home again/the 3 little words everyone whats to hear is lets get naked lol/omg that is to funny. I didnt go again/im such a chicken.

ThIS is so much/ I love this, being you or becoming you is amazing/ Its fun to play with.....

more to come

Lol...

Yes!!! Ive changed thank god. It wasnt about me but now it is. Thank god!!!

Side note: Of those are going to be these/ i love its like all of me talking...Ha.

Lol yes, who cares I tried with TOM and I fucking learned something/Thanks you helped realize.

Fuck Ben harper is a good musician/I love it

Hell yes TL is going to help me with my style. I love it/This is going to be so much fun. I love to write. I need someone who will tell me its good, I just need to work on my grammar./omg this was Mr. Robert/Damn it David was the one that was just like me./I fucked that shit up./omg there like steps going down I love this. I am going to create words with my art. That is beautiful/ I wrote on it. I like the hippie classic women./ I should just write like how I really type and fuck them/

Time to analyze my pictures./even tho mom says I analyze everything/which is so true I do/I hate the way I talk/i want to talk with an accent/ I know I do, but I cant/Jack Johnson is the prefect looking man/omg/ lol this is so funny reading/ its like omg lol but it really like omg wow that is fucking cool/ and sucks/ I dont like talking like that lol, I love it. Its so funny/ I think everything is funny but that movie isnt funny. lol/its not going to be tonight? huh?/I sound like a baby/come grow a pair damn it/im cold, bath time now... yea, im excited i need a clean up/lol, i like looking dirty cause you look like a traveler/ omg peter pan, i want to see that so bad me too/lol i think people bang on my walls when its to loud lol i love music tho/ Music is amazing....Why didnt I realize this before, o wait i DID. HE IS ALL ON MY BLUE IPOD DUUMB FUCK/ lol I have to kept it as it is. i like it, i LIKE THAT i mess up on stuff and im not prefect, I think thats cute/ bUT aNDY you cant keep it, they just fantasies/ Its so true, thats why im boy crazy lol/ i just need to choice one and go with it. No i havent meet them all/ One could be better/??? better how???/ They are prefect just the way they are/ But I want to fix them/lol/ your funny/ I have 3 right now/lol/The things I say shock myself,lol/I love weed, shit who am I with tonight/TL, this is who I am, i talk alot. take it or leave it/omg the best song in the world. it just sounds so pretty,/ i hate pretty stories/ I like the dorky ones/ Im a dork lol/ Im awkward lol/ wow, yeah!! whoa who/ omg, im so stupid/ This is madness, but very therapeutic/ I cant spell at all, that is why this blog is so amazing for me/ I liek to do things right/ omg i love this song, it hurts bad/LAG, is going to ask me about SF, no she isnt she is going to ask me about what I said/ You know what im telling her the truth/ Im giving messages to my own self/ wow, im so stupid/ Well whatever, I need to go through this rings and jump, cause jumping could fucking Be fun/ so stop being a baby damn you/ I can get BJ? What the fuck/ you cant use names of people dude thats not cool, like seriously?/WOW, pP, Looks scruffy, but the kids has some fucking nice teeth/ i laugh because its testing me, lol/im funny/Am I stupid?/i THINK i MIGHT just be haha. shit its how I respond ok lets go/ bring it/i dont like the way i speak, I want an accent, i can just move and it will just happen/ Thats how your going to have to learn Spanish, traveling through south America and that sounds like a lot of fun/ So I need to learn Spanish if im going to go to south America/ Lol im testing my horoscope lol/Im doing a person cleanse lol/I love it/Im going to find another you/This is disgusting/ Omg, someone could be pregnant, this cleanse is going to hurt/this is going to hurt. really bad. Fuck it lets just do it.... lol here it goes

God damn roommates...

Im scared my dad wont like me for who I am. Whoever it is that I choose to be. Im scared of being judged either way. But I want to be this person. I like it, I like all this hippie stuff. I tried telling him without telling him. im scared. But I like it. C_8_H_10_N_4_O_2_ and C_12_H_30_O_2_. I remeber numbers well. I can talk too. Im going tonight. I already knew maybe meant maybe. Am I proving something? I think so...Creepy.

The hidden Message..

If you can detect the hidden message you should really do it... Im pretty should anyone can, But I guess you never know. Some people like to surprise others. How can I say I would love to be surprised, But is it a surprise if you ask for it. I think so, its a surprise because you surprised me you actually did it, and what I wanted actually happened. So do it and surprise me, Surprise me in away I would be so taken back. I think that means you need to get into my mind. So come visit and say hello, then we can see where it goes. Cause im sick of waiting, I just want to know so I can stop pretending./What? Im actually having fun...so take the leap.

Expresso/Let it be..

This one is dedicated to my new found interest and friend./There not just one thing/

So I was walking from my mothers work and I came across this news and review stand. The article on the front page was Sacramento's Best Baristas and it made me think of you and my new found interest in coffee. /So I grab it because I had to read the article so I could get my feet wet with information on the fruit bean.(And maybe so i could be inspired to write)/Well pretty much ive been reading thing and grab quotes with them and I dont know what to do with them. I was told by a smart women that i should be writing what those quotes mean to me, but, however; I never really listen or used that information and used it, until a co-worker suggested it to me. So here i am using the quotes I found. This could be fun, might get a little crazy but lets have fun. Get ready to hold on tight. ;)

"It's the barista's job to make sure that the bean is brought to its fullest potential." says Ashley Shock.

Which one do you want to be? The Barista or the bean?

"Coffee beans are actually the seeds from a fruit." Says Benza Lance

Wonder what that fruit taste like...

"How does a great coffee make you feel?"/reporter/"For that moment as it slithers down my gulet, it all just disappears. I see the light; it's all going to OK." says Lucky Rodrigues

That's the amazing high...

(o to be high...)

"Bananas. Eat Bananas, and drink coconut juice. it makes your hands steady as a surgeon's, and when you are trying to stay in control, your steadiness is the most important for making exceptional coffee." says Andrew Lopez

Throw in black beans, and avocado/that sounds like the prefect diet/Could you survive off of just these things?

side note: it might help too, when your talking to someone your interested in, so that way, your not shaking like a drug addict./thats no fun and makes you more nervous/ Shit I'm just a bundle of nerves./Duh

"To me, a barista is not someone that just pushes a button and lets the machine do all the work. The true barista is able to "dail in", determining the grind fitness or coarseness, the amount of grounds in portafilter, the pressure of your tamp and the time for extraction. Honestly, if you get a bad shot from me, it is nine times out of 10 my fault. And in this cause, I should be able to access the problem in the shot and make adjustments so i can redeem myself." says Sarah Walker.

True beauty of prefection, knowing the problem and at least attempting to change it to get the solution you so desire.

"Consistency is a virtue of being a good barista. How do you maintain it amid the hubbub of working every day in a coffee-house.?/reporter/When everything is broken down to the minutest detail during training, it all snaps together while working, and it becomes a dance and everyone around you is a partner-co-workers and customers. says Shannon Rucker."

That is the most beautiful way to explain it. Once you get that rhyme going your unstoppable.

"What's the best advice you've ever received about being a barista?/reporter/If you aren't proud to serve it, remake it. says Shannon Rucker."

Thats the fucking truth; so do it.

"Coffee is a fruit, and it's in methods like these that you really are able to taste all those natural sugars and sweetness that send the taste buds dancing."

If you took this idea and implied it to everything we did...I wonder what we would see.

"When espresso is poured directly over ice, it shocks the espresso, losing all its sweetness and bringing out the bitter qualities, says Kyle Baumann."

This is info for all of you who like it over ice...Hot and steamy is the best way./Why dont you take that to the sheets.

"Hawaii is the only U.S. state that grows, and exports coffee, says Armando Hermann."

Better reason why I should live there...

So let's keep C_8_H_10_N_4_O_2_ and C_12_H_30_O_2_ alive. So get high on it/life/ and see where it goes...