I think I have grown more in this weekend as a person, creature, friend, and many other ways.
I guess I should just go ahead and just start from the beginning of this journey. This weekend brought about such change and I'd like to start from the beginning because of it. I have had a rough two years. My whole world shatter when I read a letter. With this letter came a mass amount of change. It cause a repel effect with in myself, the ego, personality, consciousness, mind, whatever it is you want to call it, that letter caused a huge shift of energy. I guess its true what they say, things happen for a reason.
After reading this letter, the walls which held me in so tightly began to fall. At this time, I was starting my first year in college, I believe, but this is not a time line, this is a story. So, my perfect home wasn't so perfect anymore, and along with that, my first relationship was crumbling away. As a teenager girl, love is all you fantasy about, and I made that person my world, and in my time of need they were running from me. So as all good young adults do, I rebelled.
While rebelling, something I would have never expected happened, my mind fell. It fell for something it had never experienced before. It was a feeling, one could not get enough of. It was like a drug. My mind acted like it was one too. When you have a weak mind, you know, you remember, mine fell, right? Well, it is very hard for a weak mind to fight off a thing, like a drug. Drugs make you feel good during that high. The weak minded people often forget that you do not really need them. However, when even your eyes are fooled its hard to believe the truth. The withdraw can make one crazy. Not even just crazy, yet question.
I guess I should just go ahead and just start from the beginning of this journey. This weekend brought about such change and I'd like to start from the beginning because of it. I have had a rough two years. My whole world shatter when I read a letter. With this letter came a mass amount of change. It cause a repel effect with in myself, the ego, personality, consciousness, mind, whatever it is you want to call it, that letter caused a huge shift of energy. I guess its true what they say, things happen for a reason.
After reading this letter, the walls which held me in so tightly began to fall. At this time, I was starting my first year in college, I believe, but this is not a time line, this is a story. So, my perfect home wasn't so perfect anymore, and along with that, my first relationship was crumbling away. As a teenager girl, love is all you fantasy about, and I made that person my world, and in my time of need they were running from me. So as all good young adults do, I rebelled.
While rebelling, something I would have never expected happened, my mind fell. It fell for something it had never experienced before. It was a feeling, one could not get enough of. It was like a drug. My mind acted like it was one too. When you have a weak mind, you know, you remember, mine fell, right? Well, it is very hard for a weak mind to fight off a thing, like a drug. Drugs make you feel good during that high. The weak minded people often forget that you do not really need them. However, when even your eyes are fooled its hard to believe the truth. The withdraw can make one crazy. Not even just crazy, yet question.
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