what a day

I sleep in until like 2 in the afternoon it was amazing. A coworker let me borrow a book im so excited about reading. And I lived today, I ask a boy out... :)/yes I did, I know, I cant believe it either. We will see how it goes. I hope he says yes, I think he already kind of did lol. Well, Im not going to be afraid anymore. OMG I FINALLY LIVED....yes, maybe now I can actually sleep. Shit im going to be come dangerous, well we are not going to let this get to us. I know what and who i want to be so bring it.

Omg so i jsut applied for a position at the hostel rigth by my house, o i hope i get it. That would be amazing, I would love it. Everything has it ups and down you take it for what its worth, and thigns change. Well shit if i get it, i can sell pot to the foreigners omg hella good idea. i WOULD make so much money, especially if i grew it myself, so i have a good job when i can be taxes than buy everything else with my plant money... yeah, smart. So two jobs always, yea us, maybe i can serve soon that would be great. shit i want school to be down with gosh, i jsut wan to travel and write my book and stuff lets bring it. i want school to be done with..urgh

Omg we are taking notes on here now, It saves the environment and shit. ok im reading, lol the fourth book now, well Im reading THE BEATS a graphic history by harvey pekar and ed piskor.

This IS THe jack kerouac: He loved Thomas Wolfe. charlie parker pandora it. yes, lets go. and dizzy gillespie and thelonious monk.

iM HUNGRY I HAVE TO EAT. IS LATE DAMN IT, I WANT MORE FUN.

now i know why people like to act, you get to let out other parts of you, its fun. fuck the bad is hide. screw you bad you suck ass. well anyways, im getting it. the things we like about other we just suck up. ok so let got, c, her travel, tl, his music o my god and everything, travel, music, r=s, j lol o him, his naturalism, climbing. its the thing they all have incommon? what? man, crazy me. tomorrow if i get a call from them i am checking it and calling them back.

Fuck its cold and i got the snake coming again. he is such a son of a bitch. Ii dont know what it is but its driving me crazy, its crazy it hurts and makes me dumb? huh? wow, now im cold. what if tonight is the night the candle is almost out, im tired tho i dont think i can stay up that late, or tomorrow will suck butt. im cold i need to get into bed, plus its late. man im a grandma. damn it. honey, honey? what thats a song.

watching a thing about tea and really getting into and it reminds me of my interest in weed, weed tea omg there herbs well it is pretty interesting. I am good with tea and herbs. this light of flame is going crazy adn there is no wind in my room. it freaks out when im on my stuff. Liek when i got it right. shit smoke more. this is to intense. i get it, omg daniel is amazing. read fuck. listen to music. i want pizza so bad.