Caved...

I caved last night, I had a pizza and decided it wasnt right for me. When I stay up late, I get bored therefore I eat. I definitely enjoyed the pizza but didnt need it or really want it once i had it. I cant believe I broke it with a piece of pizza haha, man its time to figure me out. I cant keep doing this to myself. Because now my crazy pride is making me want to do it again and just start over. I cant do the taste though. The last cup I had almost bad me throw up. So I think that is a sign. I can do it though. Man the indecision of my life. I think I learn a lot here. I need to learn to cook and socialize. Ok lesson learned, next step getting tune up on bike and being better with my word. And gym membership, maybe, if i can find the one I want to go too.