Tuesday, March 8, 2011

School: Freak out moment.

Hey, have you ever loved to do something? Like say, for example, learning. I love to learn. I'm constantly reading about something new or finding more info on things. I spend a lot of timing taking notes in my journal. Do I need to question more?  I truly enjoy learning, whatever it is, I don't really care. But why am I so lazy? Or is it the 15 million things I put on my plate? I have no clue, but reality just has sank in and if I want to do anything worth while in my life I need to step up the A game, literally.  Because whatever game I'm working with right now just isn't doing it. I want to do it. I would love to get paid to do research for a living. Id love to be a professor. But my work isn't showing it. I need to do the work. I don't have any other choice. OK, I can have just one weekend a month of freedom, as long as I am social when I study, and ride my bike. Let's do it. I'm ready to work. Time to hit the books!! 

1 comment:

  1. It's more than hitting the books. I think discussions help quite a bit. Writing this blog is immensely helpful as well. To go back to your lack of motivation. You really need to have a clear goal in mind and remind yourself everyday. You should ask me tomorrow what I do every morning.

    -Darwin

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