Time has run out

Everything has been eye opening.

I can't take this hand me down anymore. Thank you to everyone who is trying to get me on the right path or the path I need to be on. It's time to focus and put in the work. It means more to me than I can say. Enough talk, more action.

I want this. I'm going to get it. I want to be good at school. Can I be a smart nerd who is cool? Being a loser won't and doesn't exist in my mind. It's time because time is running out. I'm taking my education for granted which is not ok. I'm staying longer in school than I need to, to graduate because I want to get where I want in life. Yes we need to let things happen but sometimes you need to make them happen. I need to make this happen for myself, or down the dark rabit hole I will go. I rather take the path that has the light I need to see. Well sometimes we do need to take the risk and just jump in.

I'm wasting money not getting all I need from schol, which isn't cool. Plus not to mention the waste of brain power, and storage. I'm not being efficient with my cognitive economy? I think that make sense somewhere.

Plus I need to be the person I know I can be. What I'm doing isn't enough for me. In that case, I need to give it more. It is true, it's the people you surround yourself with. I want to add to others lives not take from them. There needs to be this give and take, im not giving as much as I normally do. Time to find balance where it is neeeded. thanks again to all who have came into my life. You have a place in me, and you have inspired and pushed me. I'm sorry I haven't been living up to it all yet, but I'm getting there. Thank you